Monday, August 8, 2011

Will I ever hear from him again?

My bf and I jsut broke up Monday, we had been seeing each other for a almost three months but he lives a couple of hours away from me. In the middle of no where, seriously the population is about 85. We broke up I guess because I asked him what he thought we were in a relationship or buddies? and he replied buddies huh? works for me. I replied that doesn't work for me I want more than that!! He replied hmmmm.....I replied since I guess you can't offer me that I will have to find someone that will. And that was the last I ever heard from him and the last I said to him. I feel horrible now!! I emailed him yesterday because I knew if I called him I would just end up crying, but I emailed him asking did he just use me and stuff and he still hasn't replied but it has shown he has read it. He lead me on completely though, he had me meet his parents, he told me he loved me, he mentioned marriage a couple of times and children. I really miss him and I know I am stupid for missing him because he is being a complete jerk but I really did love him and he acts like its nothing to just walk away. Do you think he will ever call me or email me back?? It is taking all of me not to just call him and apologize, because all I want is him. What should I do?

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